Thursday, April 29, 2010

5 years ago i used to wonder where i'd be in 5 years. Now that i'm here i dont know what to make of it.


Kinda having trouble getting my thoughts together right now. I know what i wanna type about, just dunno exactly what point i'm trying to make. Or even if i'm tryna make a point. Or maybe i'm just stating the obvious. Dunno.
In life we're always tryna get to a certain 'destination', somewhere we'd like to be in our lives. And sometimes, we get so caught up in getting to where we wanna be that we miss out on everything that passes us by. Or everything that we pass by. It's like being on the bus and only looking straight ahead, through the front window, just worrying about getting 'there'. You end up of missing out on all the life that's taking place to your left and right. And maybe if you turn your head every once and again you'd see something that'da make you smile, like a girl or a dad chasing his kid. Or you'd learn something, like the name of a street or that 'lavanderia' means 'laundry mat'. Occasionally you'll see something that makes you get off the bus, it makes you forget about where you're tryna get to. After checking out that stop you might get back on the bus or you might realize that where you're going isnt really where you want to be after all. You might've found something better or just learned something about where you wanted to go.
I trip out on life. Often, the way it works leaves me itching my head with a raised eyebrow. The unexpectedness of it. I mean, you have it all figured out and then, out of the blue it switches up on you. It doesnt necessarily have to be big, drastic events. And it can be good and/or bad. I like that. It makes living a lot more interesting. Life's better with spontaneity. It makes me excited to find out where i'm gonna be in the future. At the same time though, i dont care about getting there. The bus ride there is so interesting that i dunno if i even wanna get there. But than again, you could say you never get 'there', that you're always going from one 'there' to another 'there'.
I still dunno what im trying to get to, but something minuscule yet really big (i know this is a contradiction of sorts) happened yesterday. It was bueno and unexpected, though i did plan on it happening eventually. It just happened unexpectedly and without me being involved. And the outcome was better than i'd pondered up. Just kinda tripped me out cause if you had asked a couple hours earlier i wouldve told you it wasnt gonna happen. It reminded me that life can surprise you in so many different ways.
If you cant already tell, it's left me stumped. Stumped like Paul Bunyan lol. Anyways, my brain hurts and i'm muy tired and mucho hungry. Have a great weekend.
One last thing, Super Gracias to DK and BAKIR!!!

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electronic music
Mt Eden Dubstep - Silence (rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nymjfq2kXnI
Jack Beats - Little Secrets (rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lVEmdJbXt8
The Bloody Beetroots - Boyfriend (rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6S3nbATl9M4
Fake Blood - Little Boots (rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6gxG6wSl34
Sebastian Ingrosso & Dirty South - Silvia (rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ7TlsI1KHc
Bob Sinclair - Love You No More (Chuckie rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AUb-DvptBg

hip hop/rap - Be sure to check out Eminem's new single.
Chiddy Bang - Sooner Or Later - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GR6iBrEhbxI
Example - Watch The Sun Come Up - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RtTLnVXrj0E
Seefor Yourself & DJ Warrior - Kind of Like A Big Deal - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD7jlaTE0SY
Nas & Damian Marley - As We Enter - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SnpV46gD8Q
Drake - Sooner Than Later - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sp83rGv7vgI
The Kid Daytona - Air Born - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBpCROFEoOs
Kid Cudi Ft. Wale - Look Up In Da Stars - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUYQYxKySks

alt/indie/rock
BRMC - Devil's Waitin' (live) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyncWlOlIxY
Miike Snow - Black and Blue - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oKQSAt4c4c
Bloc Party - Signs (live) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuX6JQnXoWc
The Temper Trap - Science of Fear - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXJSN6Z9gGo
General Fiasco - We Are The Foolish - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcQBB6ntDgM
General Fiasco - Rebel Get By - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQCzV8MJxgw
The Walkmen - In the New Year - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXQ-BNiR9vU
The Strokes - What Ever Happened - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5tGThVDR7o
Taylor Swift - Today Was A Fairytale - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lge_8PDq-Jc

1 comment:

  1. Lamija SilajdzicMay 8, 2010 at 1:26 PM

    you would have taylor swift. love it <3

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