Thursday, May 20, 2010

It's what's obvious that i can never figure out for myself.

I've really been kinda stagnant lately. I'm sure you guys can tell from some of the previous posts. I used to be super motivated to move forward in life but for the past couple of months time has been passing me by while i just stand still in one place. I used to be very disciplined, my mom was big on it. And it's what got me to where i am in life. The thing is that i've been 'here' for some time now, and it's starting to be a lil too long. It's like i left discipline in the pockets of my other jeans and lost those jeans in the wash. A couple days ago i think i might've realized what's made me to be like this. Than again, this could be me just rationalizing to make sense of the present. I'm not sure. I've kinda been on this 'chapter' of my life since i was 7. Pretty much almost everything that's happened to me for the past 13 and a half years has been influenced by what happened when i was 7. And now i'm finally on the last page of this chapter, at the point where that influence is almost gone, where it's a completely clean slate, and to be honest i'm not sure if i'm ready to leave all this behind. It's the only thing i've ever known. i dont remember my life from before i was 7. It's not that i'm scared of what's to come, or of the unknown. I like surprises and anonymity. I think it's more that this chapter in my life means so much to me. It's made me who i am and i'm not sure how it would feel being me with out it. It's all that i know. I dunno if you catch my drift or not. I'm really just telling you this cause i dont have much else to share. When i dont type something up folks tell me i shouldve. All i really am is my thoughts. There's not much more to me than that. And the occasional laughter.
I wanna shout out the blog's international viewers. Especially from Mexico. Muchas gracias for your support!!!

*!*Randoms*!*
electronic music - shout out to Bawa for contributing. every song is a MUST - listen.
Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me (DJ Jem rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlbwRQiyne4
Schiller - Try (Ropero & Gruenwald rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J80k3Ep6zxo
Digitalism - Idealistic (A-Trak rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkTf-2Pp-UM
Santigold - You'll Find A Way (Switch & Sinden rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzKaqAR9Zjo
Darius & Finlay - Rock To The Beat (Club rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dm1xumpYgmc
OK Go - This Too Shall Pass (Passion Pit rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-elN1ApREg
Meck - Feels Like A Prayer (Michael Woods rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1dfVxBz-v0
Sharam - She Came Along (Danny Byrd rmx) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-txaSsGe_sw
Deadmau5 - Moar Ghosts N Whatever - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8-1hK6fUYw

hip hop/rap music - Every song is worth listening to.
Dumbfoundead - Different Galaxies - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClWe6J1ajIQ
Drake - 9 AM in Dallas (freestyle) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGeP_LdGPjM
Pacific Division (freestyle) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjjqifbmq6I
Peanut Butter Wolf - Phonies - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3sF4VefUd0
Jedi Mind Tricks - On the Eve of War - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFKeSZm8kpI

alternative/indie music
Natasha Bedingfield - These Words (live) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3OESyOpv_Q
Mint Chicks - She's a Mod - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzvmB40HU3s
Vampire Weekend - Cousins - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1e0u11rgd9Q

music of other genres - Every song is worth listening to.
Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA
Mekaal Hasan Band - Chal Bulleya - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkqVvTcG-A4
Vitamin String Quartet - Fireflies (cover) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4dy66LMEYQ
Gil Scott Heron - Home Is Where The Hatred Is - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtzlFO19m3k




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